I am up to 201, which is driving me crazy.
But, not crazy enough to stop me from eating 6 (S-I-X-!!!) cookies last night. I had a great day, then had to stop by the grocery store and sabotaged myself.
I think there were only 10 cookies in the pack. I ate 6 of them. The last one didn't even taste good because it was so sweet, and I just threw away the entire package so I wouldn't be tempted anymore.
Jan wrote a post that really helped me out. You can read it here. It's easy to get caught up in the day before, week before, or even month before and forget where you came from.
I am still the same chick that
- has lost 31 pounds
- watched every bite I ate and made good, healthy decisions
- made time to exercise 2-3 times a week
I have the same tools to reach my goal. It's up to me to continue to use them.
I am not failing, I just had a setback. That's the difference between this time and every other time I've "dieted."
I'm starting back today.